Random Thoughts

• Sunday was my birthday. I turned 37 and for the first time I truly feel old.
• I spent Sunday afternoon shopping for new clothes for my trip to Orlando.
• I have made the decision I will be starting weight w after Orlando. I need to get back to my preadoption weight.
• I'm so glad Buc didn't have any of the nasty side effects from his new migraine medicine that they warned us could happen when he first started it. I'm hoping he remembers to drink plenty of water because it can cause kidney stones.
• I'm thankful that after Tator had a bad day on Saturday she was able to bounce back the next day. That is huge for her.
• I'm thankful that I walked into the room today as Buster was holding the scissors up to the few strands of hair Sissy has and caught him before he cut them off.
• I hate it when people pretend their someone they really aren't. Then when the truth come out, people get hurt.
• I'm frustrated with teenage boys that seem to have no respect.
• I'm meeting a stranger tonight that called me because she just found out her daughter has RAD. I'm excited, but feel bad because I have no words of wisdom.
• This upcoming Orlando trip has brought up alot of my self esteem issues. I wake up in the middle of the night thinking what if they don't like me, or what if I say something stupid.
• But on the flip side I feel like I'm going to meet family I never knew I had.
• My stomach no longer gets upset when I hear Tators bus coming down the road to bring her home from school.
• I have about 4 blog posts swirling around in my head but don't have the time to sit down and type them so they actually make sense.
• The sun was shining for awhile today and that made me feel happy.

Thanks for listening, I really needed to get that out.